I am constantly apologizing. Someone will run into me at the grocery store and I will be the one apologizing. It drives Garth crazy.
My food cannot touch. Yuck.
Even at my goal weight I thought I was fat. I hope one day I will make peace with my body.
If there is a dish in the sink it will drive me insane. I will think about the dish in the sink until I can't stand it anymore and go take care of it. OCD much?
I care what people think about me. I hate that I do and I beat myself up about it all the time.
The best thing I ever did was marry Garth. He is my soulmate and he makes me so happy. I love that we can talk about anything and that he always has my back.
I think about what I eat or am about to eat way too much. I am obsessive about my weight and the scale to a point I think it's getting unhealthy.
- Lindsey
- I love God. My husband makes me laugh a lot. I could eat sushi everyday. I have been to Israel. I hate the rain in my shoes. I enjoy reading theology. I love Broadway musicals. I hate florescent lights. I like dressing up. I love weddings. I hate cake. I enjoy planning events. I adore Hawaii. I wish I could sing. I hope bell bottoms never go out of style. I am not a city girl. I love hanging out with my husband. I can kick your butt at Connect Four. I love bike riding. I should have been born in a state with an ocean. I'm following THE Rabbi. I like to clean. I love to laugh. I rather read than cook. I want to love God with my life.
11 comments:
I too am like these alot;
I care what I eat and how much
I too say sorry tooooo much
I too am obsessed with the scale!
I'm here for you!!
Hugs! We all have our insecurities :( Hang in there!
Dishes in the sink! Ughh...hate this! I've been sick for the past week and dishes are much more piled up than normal (which really only means 1 or 2 cups in the sink)!
Thankfully I married a man who is as OCD about cleanliness and clutter as I am!
You are not alone, I agree with you on your confessions. I am sure everyone feels the way you do at various points. Just keep celebrating your successes - big or small!
I do the same thing with apologizing and it drives Geof insane. He says I'm too nice. I don't think that's a bad thing though.
P.S. You might want to check my blog today ;)
I think HIGHLY of you..so mark that one off your list :)
I hate dishes in the sink
I care what people think
I worry WAY too much...we have these faults
i love food. love, love, love.
i think about food a lot too. if i'm not eating, i'm wondering when i'm going to eat next. i wonder if some girls are as crazy as i am, and how come guys arn't as obsessed with it?
I have been struggling so much with my weight, to the point it is borderline obsessive. I have no idea how this happened, but I am working so hard to change it. I always tell myself if I just lose these last five pounds, but I honestly don't know if I will be happy then.
My food can't touch, either. Hubby jokes that we should buy those children's plates that are divided up into little "sections" for me.
I care what people think about me, too. And it drives me crazy if they don't like me & I want to fix it & prove to them that I am like-able. ::sigh::
I used to have the same battle with my body, about 7 or 8 years ago. I stopped counting calories & watching every.little.thing that went into my mouth, and instead allowed myself little treats, as long as I was going to the gym 5-6 days per week. I hope you find something that helps you, too.
Big hugs girl!
Alot of us have those issues with weight. Even though I've lost 15 lbs. I still can't shake the vision of what I used to look like. I still see that same person even though I have shed some.
I pretty much agree with you on all of these!! I still think I'm fat (even though I'm at a healthy weight for my height) and I want to lose 10 more lbs this summer! Hopefully by then I'll be happy with my body! I also am obsessive about the scale. I weigh myself when I wake up, before I go to bed, and a couple times in between. Don't think that's too healthy.
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